I need to feel this kind of controlled helplessness. Everything else in my life is uncontrolled and it’s stressing me out. I need the helplessness right now. But I need someone to control it for me.
Eris by Mac Phisto in Switzerland. My lovely Daddy tied me over a not suitable for swimming with a tie make me impossible to swimming, knowing that I was scary at this time about water and knowing that I don’t know how to swimming. He is so lovely!! I trust him and the experience was incredible…at some point he put me so near to the water that was fucking scary!!
This picture are not edited!! Last summer in 2013.
after swim team, the girls reminded her of her place… then invited the boys to pick up the scraps….